Inde [en]

Vous le savez tous, je pars lundi, pour six semaines. Je continuerai à  vérifier mon email et je mettrai à  jour mon weblog avec de croustillants détails de ma vie en asie du sud-est (enfin, j’y compte bien!). En attendant, j’ai découvert pour vous, lecteurs francophones en mal d’écrits de ma part sur ce pays dans la langue de Molière, les notes de voyage de Laurent, que vous trouverez sans doute comme moi fort appétissantes. Régalez-vous!

Vie [en]

Ce soir, le patriotisme s’écrit dans le ciel à  coups de feux d’artifice plus ou moins bruyants. Je n’ai jamais eu trop de goût ni pour le patriotisme ni pour les explosions sonores, mais j’aime bien les jolies lumières dans la nuit. Le balcon de mon frère offre une vue privilégiée sur le spectacle réjouissant de la transformation de l’argent des contribuables des communes voisines en nuages de fumée colorée.

Je suis rentrée chez moi à  pied. Ce chemin que j’ai fait maintes fois avec Cali ces derniers mois, je l’ai fait seule pour ce qui est peut-être la deuxième ou la troisième fois. C’est étrange de me retrouver dans ces lieux familiers sans elle. Elle était comme une extension de moi-même, que je guidais d’un mot ou d’un geste, qui connaissait mes promenades aussi bien que moi.

Comme toute absence, la sienne est pénible parce qu’elle touche ma vie quotidienne. Je dois me refaire à  tout. C’est étrange de quitter mon appartement sans Cali, sans pour autant devoir fermer la porte de ma chambre à  coucher, sous peine de trouver sur mon duvet l’empreinte encore chaude d’un corps de chien – chien qui bien entendu me regarderait la tête de côté, hausserait un sourcil avec un air de dire “qu’est-ce que t’as? regarde comme je suis restée sagement à  ma place pendant que tu étais loin!”

Mon appartement semble vide quand j’y rentre. Cali m’accueillait en remuant son arrière-train avec tant d’enthousiasme que cela lui valait souvent de s’étaler sur le parquet à  mes pieds, ne sachant plus où placer ses trois pattes pour garder son équilibre. Bagha bien sûr m’accueille aussi, mais on le sait bien, les chats sont plus discrets que les chiens dans ce genre d’exercice (et leur préoccupation première semble tout de même être le contenu de leur assiette).

Avec le temps, je vais m’habituer à  ce changement dans ma vie, re-baliser mon territoire en solitaire, retrouver un peu de liberté sacrifiée à  ma compagne de près d’une année. Et surtout, à  plus forte raison puisque ma meilleure amie s’y trouve à  présent, je vais retourner à  Birmingham cet automne.

Life without Cali [en]

Today is the night where patriotism is spellt with loud bangs and fire in the sky. I personally am not that enthusiastic about either the patriotism or the loud bangs, but I have to admit I appreciate the expensive fireworks which light up the sky.

I’ve just come home from my brother’s flat, whose balcony offers a splendid view of the neighbouring towns’ taxpayers’ money disappearing into a puff of smoke – though only after having offered a coloured show, and quite pleasing to the eye, too.

The reason this is notable enough to deserve mention in these pages is that today was my first day in Lausanne without Cali — and that during the last couple of months, I have walked back and forth numerous times with her between my brother’s flat and mine. It is so strange to be without her.

It’s strange to be home without her following me around or lurking in a corner. It’s strange to leave home “without the dog”, and not have to close the door to my bedroom (she’d take possession of my bed if I didn’t). It’s strange to arrive home without her greeting me. Bagha comes to greet me, of course, but we all know dogs are much more demonstrative than cats for this kind of thing. Cali, trying to make me believe I had been away for ever, would wag her tail with so much enthusiasm that her whole behind would sway to and fro, to the point where she would forget how to stay standing on my slippery wooden floor and end up on her belly, in my feet.

What makes her absence difficult is the way it impacts my life. It’s the same with any separation, by the way. All the places I would go to with her, all the things I used to do with her present, all our interactions, have all been chopped out of my life.

A dog, especially if well-trained and with a sweet character like Cali, becomes an extension of oneself. Cali knew my walks as well as I did; I could guide her with a word, a whistle or a sign of my hand. Everywhere I went, one of my eyes would be following her, and I would be giving out these little signals to her permanently. When I walk alone, it is no longer necessary. I don’t have to stop anymore before crossing roads to make her sit. No need to look out for nice green lawns she isn’t allowed on. No need to keep an eye open for the “dogs forbidden” signs.

These feelings will go away in a few weeks. I’ll get used to driving alone. I’ll get used to living with just Bagha. Of course, I’ll miss our walks around the university. I’ll miss encouraging her up the stairs, when she was tired or seemed to think it was a long way up (stairs aren’t easy when you have only one hind leg).

I’ll find a way to go to Birmingham in October. I will.

Life [en]

For any of you who were wondering, we made it home to Switzerland safely last night. Bagha was waiting for me, plump and hungry, and the temperature was so hot (even at 3:30 am!) that sleeping was near to impossible.

I’m deep in the Hitchhicker’s Guide to the Galaxy, and wondering how I managed to live so long without reading it.

Afghanistan [en]

Like I had, you have probably heard of the sad plight of women in Afghanistan under the Taliban fundamentalist gouvernment. They are not allowed to study or work. They are not allowed outside unaccompanied. They are deprived many rights we take for granted, even in the poorest countries.

Their fate is probably an abstract problem for you, a sad situation over which you have no hold, somewhere in a distant part of the world. At least, that’s how I saw it before I read an article in Marie Claire: Women Risking Their Lives for Education. I had received the email petition and dismissed it, as one should do with email petitions, but I just hadn’t realized how serious the situation was. And most of all, I hadn’t realized there was anything one could do about it.

RAWA is an underground organisation of Afghan women who fight for human rights and social justice in Afghanistan, amongst other things by providing education to girls. Their website provides information about RAWA’s social activities as well as an overview of the situation of Afghan women. You can also see some of the restrictions they suffer, as well as a frighteningly long list of links to individual stories. Of course, there is a photo gallery, but I haven’t had the courage to explore it.

Last but not least, they provide a very detailed page about how we can help them. They have published a booklet which one can sell or distribute, and are presently trying to re-open a hospital in neighbouring Pakistan. It is possible to specify for which purpose a donation is being made (web-based payment possible via PayPal).

Worm-virus: Sircam [en]

Sircam is rated high-risk right now. It will spread by email using addresses from Windows’ address books, attaching a random file from the “My Documents” folder. Yes, I’m sure you all want your private files circulating around the Internet! It also does more nasty stuff, and I adamantly suggest that you read some first-hand information to protect yourself (and your friends).

[link from Zeldman]